Time

He says
he will make
time for me,

as if time is
a tangible thing
that can be woven
among baby’s breath,

wrapped in shiny
paper and ribbon,
and gifted at
front door.

As if time is
a silver necklace
with a knot in its chain,

a string of
green yard
knit into
favorite sweater.

As if time can
be folded
like an origami acrobat
and added to the
ornaments on  mantle.

As though you
can conceive time
as easily as opening
passenger door
or buying the next round.

So do it, Darlin’
make time for me.

Create it from
your hands,
like a dove
under your sleeve.

Give me Sunday mornings
warm in your bed,
lingering coffee cups
when I recognize contentment.

Give me the chance
to hold on to time
like you held on to my body,
fully with both
arms securely wrapped.

Give me yesterdays
that slipped sly past.

Allow me to
stroke time slow,
savor its flavor,

leave time malleable
so I can fold into it,
bend time over,

stretch it like pink bubble gum
between the place we met
and the night we end,

mold time like red clay
against the distances I ran
and the sunrise I slept through.

I want to see time
instead of  missing it.
I want to put a name to it
instead of a vacant hole
in my stomach.

Make time for me,
weave it thread by thread,
quilt it into blue blanket
larger than just
the cover of my body,
so there is room
for you beside me.

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